LANTA, SHMANTA.

Oh my lanta, has it been awhile.
I apologize for my negligence of you, dear sweet blog. Your absence (or an absence, or the gaining of something else) has caused my brain trauma from stress and about 12 pounds. *sigh* and now to rant about what is happening:

There's a good chance I may get that job at Yonkers I might have told you about. I'd work in the shoe department, deal with stinky feet, and run up and down stairs to retrieve pairs of shoes from a messed up stockroom. Ahh well. I'm getting paid commission on top of hourly wage.

Many people are surprisingly getting grumpy at Colin. I know their reasons, and sometimes I even agree to them... but its not making sense to me in the sense that they can't see what I see. yes, he can be a complete oblivious turd, but he really does have a better side?

Choir it literally driving me up a wall with money needs. I just had to spend $120 for ridiculous choir cards to pay for a singing trip to MSU. Which is good, because It pays for the trip anyway, but all the prep for it drives me crazy. I did it last year, but I missed out on sooo much in other trips because my lack on money. (it was more $$ last year). and the concert day, homecoming and the MSU trip ARE ALL IN THE SAME WEEKEND.

and homecoming? pshwa I've looked literally almost everywhere and cant find a reasonable dress. Colin wants purple. I want purple or green. but I think he only wants purple is because I wore it last year to homecoming and he already has a shirt to match... but besides not finding a dress with shoes and junk that dominos to going naked, I (and a few other people) want me to plan a big huge dinner and everything. which is great, I'm glad to throw together something. last year was 15 people singing loudly in a china fair. (sheesh). I have exactly 3 weeks to figure this out. and your thinking sure, I have a lot of time, I'll get it done...

NOT including musical. If i was actually IN musical I might blow a cap. but this year I am only entirely running the lights. *blink blink* So I have to find time to set up for the entire show. *sigh*

remember how I'm short on cash? (Senior year is ruff on cash [which only reminds me I need to buy a yearbook] ) I didn't go to thespian festival last year because the lack of it. and that was a highlight of my sophomore year. good friends of mine said they would PAY FOR ME TO GO they want me there so bad, and I can pay them back when I can. that's insane. it's $175 to go. twice that for a minimum wage is insane. God I love my friends.

speaking of leaving my friends, I'm dual enrolling at the college next to high school. I'll be taking AP Bio, and choir (along with civics, gym, and painting) at high school, then taking Psychology. Sociology, and English over there. the school is paying for me to take 2 of them, but English i have to pay $352 for out of my pocket. LAME. I really hope it doesn't depress my senior year...

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That's the story, most of it anyway. Petty drama not included. Now I'll shut up.

I love you?

10 hours.

First day of my last year in High School...
EEP!